Rye tang.

Writing is haaard! I've been writing so many short stories but when I finally come to a conclusion with one I get so unsatisfied and frustrated I throw the whole thing away. I've been watching a lot of films lately, mostly ones that deal with seclusion and tragedy and one after another they get more fascinating and in depth with characters and plot. I can't create something that deep! Not by myself anyways.. sigh.. This is a hard game to play.

Snow go.

It's been snowing a lot and I haven't taken any photos or video. It feels pointless some times. I feel pointless sometimes. Im depressed and I can't find a proper job. I need a someone to talk to and a blog to pour my complaints. That's annoying though, who would want to read that? That's not good writing. I can't express myself anymore. I can't do anything lately. I want to go home. I want to talk to my parents. I want to apologize. This sux.

Writing.

I decided to start writing again. I use to write scripts and little skits for the summer for my friends and I to do. Only a quarter of them actually got done and it was the ones I really wanted to make that never did. I'm terrible with words and even worst with structure so it'll all be amateur. My recent idea is for a movie that I hope to make when I come back, it'll be a change from all the comedy I write. It's a story about a boy who is abused physically and mentally by has parents and peers. It's pretty depressing and I was actually going to end it depressing (not suicide) but my friend talked me out of it so now it has a happy ending. Hopefully my friends will want to do it with me, I already started writing it. I might post it on here.. not sure though.

First of many GIF(t)s

My friend Chloe in the movie we made this summer.

I made a new music video..

It's a fan video for the song 'No Shore' by oOoOO, one of my favorites. I hope you like it! Enjoy.